Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping
In the way you did before

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Whoa, whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now

Pink - F*ckin' Perfect

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're f*cking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty please, if you ever feel like you're nothing
You are perfect to me....

Stuff No One Told Me (but I learned anyway)

from here

Note to the future me

Remember that lots of money is good, but not everything.

People matters.

Always try to be kind and gentle.

Scream only to your pillow, you're not a teenager anymore. Be angry with consideration.

Smile and think how lucky you are.

Keep dreaming, and make those dreams come true.

Make love of creation the fuel of your life, don't stop to create.

Never stop believing that you can make the world become a better place.

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Did you ever meet someone who kind, honest, and gentle? Or are you that kind of person? I just thought that when you're being honestly nice, the world, the universe, will pay you back somehow. So maybe you'll never be really rich, or win some kind of lottery. Maybe you're keep having bad luck, and have serious illness. All those reasons that make people questioning, why are you still being nice? Be angry, be jealous, be mad.

But, when you look closer. Maybe there are some people who always by your side, encourage you, inspired by you. A loving family, faithful friends. People who treasure you, just because who you are, and ask nothing more. Then maybe there's joy in you heart, peaceful feeling when you're genuinely happy for others, or when you're giving.

Now, I question myself, will I get a chance to meet a genuinely kind person? Or maybe become one?

Thirty one and 8 days

2011 sudah berjalan 39 hari.
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Kalau mau optimis, ada titik-titik pencerahan buat mewujudkan resolusi.
Kalau memilih pesimis, hhh... selama ini gw ngapain aja?! *sambiljambakrambut*
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Tapi kalau dipikir lagi, 39 hari ini cukup banyak juga melakukan hal-hal baru yang seru, baik terencana atau ngga. Mengunjungi negara tetangga, menemukan coffee shop cozy, pertama kali masuk gym, ikutan seminar seru. Wow...
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Maybe I just mistake motion as action?
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Antara optimis dan pesimis, sepertinya tak akan ada habisnya.
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Bagaimanapun, semangat untuk esok hari! The road to achieve your dreams ain't gonna so easy. Fighting!