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Still not escaped from this dull feeling....arghh....

I know you bored with all of this stupid babling but I just can't help to hate and hate myself more. I feel lazy then I didn't do what I must do, then feel bad about myself for being such unproductive brat in so tight schedule like this.....

I feel the positive attitude just evaporated to the air....... and I can't catch it.

Arrghhh......even the long sleep, delicious food, or blogwalking can't make this mood back to the right track.

I think I need more "kerokan" now. =P