my mind is twisted, i asked something that should not be asked, said wrong things, feel bad and worse in seconds, then smiled like crazy, seriously i need help, or maybe a social life, hahaha...


this is only me babbling about some moments in a confusing day, grumble grumble... arghhh... i need to scream till run out of breath, i need to lay down on sands.... i need to smell the wind... i want to laugh like crazy... 

Quote of the day (or night)

“Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.”
Anais Nin

I'm an emotional eater..

When I'm happy 

I eat normally,

put my full mind into it,

and feel great after eating

When I'm worry, 

but I can do something about it

I eat a lot and often,

my mind wanders somewhere else,

then I feel worse after eating

When I'm worry,

but there's nothing I can do

I can't eat,

don't even feel hungry,

just feel gloomy till time heals