this year's birthday... XDD

hm... how should i put this.. my day is a bit extraordinary...karena hari ini.. saya harus memperpanjang KTP, hahaha...

gw bukan warga negara yang baik, dan salah satu contohnya adalah, kartu keluarga gw masih terdaftar di rumah yang lama, dan karena segala kemudahan karena koneksi sama kelurahan sana, jadilah kami tidak pernah berniat bikin ktp di rumah baru, hahaha....

hari ini adalah bukti, untuk hidup di jakarta, you really need to know the right people and of course enough money. dan walaupun gw berusaha untuk hidup jujur, tapi yang namanya koneksi dan uang memang berperan besar untuk melancarkan banyak hal. contoh, perpanjang ktp hanya butuh setengah jam dari foto sampai jadi. biasanya... tiga hari. dan setelah gw lihat perlakuan petugas di sana sama warga yang mendaftar dengan cara biasa, rasanya kemudahan gw bener-bener harus gw syukuri. is it okay to thank God for this kind of thing? hm...

dan karena kemudahan itu, sorenya gw bisa sedikit merayakan ulang tahun. hehehe... not much, just some dinner with two friends, hihihi... but i don't know how long till we meet again, since from now on, we'll be so busy and have less time for each other. hahaha...

lalu, tahun ini gw memutuskan untuk membalas semua ucapan selamat ulang tahun, di sms, bbm, twitter, maupun wall fb! sebelumnya gw selalu berpikir kalau membalas ucapan satu per satu itu kurang kerjaan, tapi ternyata asik toh, hihihi...the thing is, i need to be creative with words "thank you" and various kind of smiley, if possible, i add details to my thank-you comments. but it really is fun, hehehehe... you should try in if u never done that.

anyway, tahun kemarin membawa banyak perubahan. dari kuliah ke skripsi, dari skripsi ke kelulusan, dari lulus ke dunia kerja. i meet a lot of new people, well maybe not a lot, but i definitely make some new friends *wink*

so i'm welcoming the new year of my life. but as i quote from someone i forget "it's not the years in life that count, it's the life in those years"... or something sound like that. hahahaha...

in 3.

2.

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Engine....

start.

XDD

blabbering... XD

Just few hours ago, I learned the Paul the Octopus is actually an octopus!! Hahahaha....
I thought it was someone named Paul and somehow got Octopus as his nickname.
And worse, I initially thought it was an Indonesian octopus, because as far as I knew, only Indonesian would do such things *rely on an octopus to predict a game's result XD*
Imagine how much I surprised when it actually a Germany! Hahaha...

Then, here's what's going on lately. I'm a little bit jobless. ‎​​(-̩̩̩-͡ ̗--̩̩̩͡ )
That would be means I had too much time and less in my bank account.
Really hope this wouldn't last long.
Freelancing is fun when you have the jobs to begin with. And much much less when you don't. XD

I just wonder how will I use my free time. I have scracth sleeping till noon, reading lots of fanfics, cooking something, and few others on my list.
Hm.. Actually my list is not that long. I avoided go out to stop spending. Leave me al bored at home. Hahaha...

Start to feel ashame to myself for having too much time. Hahaha.. But I guess I just have to appreciate moments like this since who know when I'll start crazily busy again. XDD

And I have a plan to beach vacation in few weeks. Hopefully my friends don't get me dizzy with all the details. I really just want to go and enjoy the sands, sea, and sun. Hehehe...

Cya around....

Movie experience

Gw jarang nonton film di bioskop. Dan biasanya pergi menonton kalau ada ajakan saja.fakta yang aneh mengingat tugas akhir kemarin gw mendesain interior bioskop. XD

Tapi belakangan ini, menonton film rasanya beda dengan dulu.

Mungkin karena terlalu banyak baca recap drama korea di dramabeans.com dan gw kagum banget sama yang merecap (a.k.a si javabeans dan girlfriday). Mereka ga cuma sekedar menangkap alur cerita dari yang terlihat,tapi juga dari yang tersirat.

Hal-hal seperti ekspresi, dialog, suasana, bahkan warna-warna yang digunakan, seakan-akan semua bisa jadi petunjuk penokohan karakter A atau B, kemudian menimbulkan spekulasi kenapa dia begini atau begitu.

Karena itu, sekarang gw jadi kritis kalau nonton film. Dari musik, dialog, sampai plot, pokoknya nonton film jadi terasa lebih capek sekarang. Hahaha...

Contohnya, film yang terakhir gw nonton di bioskop adalah Karate Kid.

Baru ketika sampai bioskop, gw tau ini film Jackie Chan, dan masalah gw tentang film beliau akhir-akhir ini adalah tumpukan klise sepanjang film, walaupun dibuat dengan cukup baik.

Yang pertama gw komentari adalah musiknya, soundtrack film ini pas dan enak didengar. (Dan pertama kalinya ngeh lagu si Justin Bieber XDD)

Tapi tetap saja klise terasa, biar di beberapa tempat klise itu berhasil dihindari. Seperti yang paling gw inget adalah pas Jackie hampir menangkap lalat dengan sumpit dan memakannya, ternyata dia pakal pemukul lalat dan ga jadi makan itu lalat. =P

Bagian yang gw merasa terganggu adalah adegan bullying dari si murid Cina itu. Terlalu berlebihan. But it seems less people think that way. Dan bagian Jaden Smith ciuman, menurut gw itu ngga diperlukan dalam plot, dan rasanya kurang pantas buat anak umur segitu adegan ciuman. But again, maybe that's just me.

gw kurang suka plotnya yang menurut gw kurang mengalir, dan ngga jelasnya alur timeline di sini. Tapi harus gw akui film ini cukup bagus. Hehehe...

Nah kira2 itulah yang gw bilang sekarang gw makin kritis. Ga puas rasanya pulang cuma tau filmnya bagus atau jelek. Tapi jadi lebih mengamati, yang bagusnya di mana, yang kurangnya di mana.

Dan hasilnya, benar2 lebih capek pas nonton film. Hahahaha....

maybe my time is up

Around this time, I feel the same sadness, like someone is leaving me soon.

Maybe it's true, that my time is running out, then my existence to this person will be such a burden.

I wished this time it was forever, that you're the one.

But then maybe you're not.

The one said a person came to you and introduced you to a new world, so I'm thank you, for this world you're in, and you let me take a look of it.

Thank you for the days and night we shared together, it's not always fun, but mostly I'm thank you for just being there.

This is not goodbye, this is just me take two steps back, and stay there.

Then I'll wait... for maybe someday, another round of destiny, will let me by your side again.