Ah... what am i doing? I write this post on 4.36 am, not doing anything beside browsing like a fool. My mind and heart even not here...
My projects? I'm bored to do it. Just wish there's a time machine. I'll just fast forward to after the trial, and feel my freedom back.
But.... I've just heard a story. Scary and shocking, and I like hold my breath while listening. Another evidence, that God sent to me, to tell me, you don't know anything about this world.
The God, tell me, you don't know what pain is, you don't know what misery is.
You don't know how to appreciate, to be grateful.
You don't know how much love is given to you.
You don't know... yet I hope you know now.
My mind is numb, my heart is still. I had nothing to say, just because a guilty feeling start to grow inside of me. I should have known better. I really should have. But I didn't.
I want to ask for forgiveness, but I dare not. What's the use? It can't change anything.
Stupid me.
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