Graduation..!!

Well.. it's May 1st, and it's my graduation. XDD

Today was fun. I mean, on my junior high, or my high school prom, I feel little misplaced. Somethings always seems wrong, and I did what I actually didn't want to do.

But today's special. Because if anything's wrong, it still feels alright. I'm with friends I want to be the most, I didn't feel like I have to impress anyone. My mother and brother came. It's not the damn perfect day. But it's okay. ^^

One of my friend congrats me with extra sentence. "Welcome to the jungle." That sentence makes me think a little, then a lot.

Before she said so, I already made up some of opinions in my head. I thought, the graduation today will be the last thing I planned in my transition years to become an adult. Like the make up, dress, taking family pictures. After this, I have nothing else waiting for me to reach that point. You know, like when you're on high school, you want to graduate so you become a college student. Things like that.

All this time, my set of goals depends on what people set on me. Graduation became a must by society. Then my goal is to graduate with good grade.

The question is, if there's no more base like a graduation, what will you plan? what will you do next?

"Hey, you're free now."

That answer hit me.

Excite me.

Now I'm making my own plan.I'll be confused. I'll fall. I'll survive. Things like that.

I don't know what plan I'll make next. I'm still not sure if I want to take a steady job or keep freelancing like now. Even I'm not sure whether I dare to call myself an adult, or merely fresh graduate who know less in the so called "jungle".

I stick to the big picture. Take my own small steps. Then eventually, I'll get there, or perhaps a better place.